I dipped my child and left, all my money 20 euros. But I did it!

I dipped my child and left, all my money 20 euros. But I did it!

My name is Chrysa, I am 31 years old and the mother of a 5-year-old doll. I left when I was 20 to follow the love of my life to an island. Our relationship was 15 years. Blinded by love, I gave up everything, I thought that my life was him and only him..but…unfortunately everything changed….everything….

In the five years of our relationship, we had our little one… my joy was great, indescribable, but I knew I had made a mistake… Violence was part of everyday life. Even when I was pregnant.

The situations I was living in were beyond me, I felt every day that I was collapsing all alone and in a place that I never loved, that I never felt a part of.. A “no”, a “no” and a “why” were my company. I thought about being patient for the child to have both parents near him but… me? Where was I?

I’ve aged ten years, I’ve turned black. Wood, poverty, cursing, and crying… I asked my mother for help and she answered “You chose it”… Without money without help one morning when I was missing from work, I literally dipped my child and left…!

I got on the boat and left, all my money 20 euros! The little one asked me “mommy where are we going?” and I just looked at him like a loser… Then I thought I had failed. I arrived in Piraeus and saw the world.

On the one hand I was happy and on the other I was crying. I took my child to eat and we started walking. We arrived at my father’s house… But the place where I grew up no longer belonged to me… I felt safe in a strange way. No one would hit us or call us any more……..I told the little one that it was an adventure…that it was a game…no matter if my eyes said otherwise…..

The other day…I decided to leave the child in a known institution until I see what I will do. I was half but it was safe this way. I knew that the demon would be looking for me but something inside me was telling me you can not stop no matter what!

I searched ten days in a row non-stop until I found a job 490 the salary 10 hours … I worked for a month and rented a house of 20 sq.m 120 euros for the rent. Then the road opened up and I found a better job. I looked after a grandmother, the salary went up and Mrs. Anna loved me and helped me.

Within a year I moved to a beautiful house, small but beautiful, I work two jobs and my little one smiles… I recently filed for divorce and luckily the tyrant accepted. Since of course he chased me mercilessly!!!

Now the only thing I don’t forgive myself for is that I tortured my boyfriend. I don’t know if he will forgive us for going through all this but what I did was and is for him. To grow up to be a proper man, husband and father. I hope one day he will understand…

Gold

Source: singleparent.gr


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