He examines me every 3 months

My dad is a gynecologist and since I was 14 I have been examined every 3 months “DOWN”, he says he wants me to be healthy, but… As I grew up I doubted my dad’s reason why he examined me so regularly and that MY HEALTH just an excuse and justification for something completely different.

Last year when I turned 18 that day my doubts definitely visited. After examining me, he then whispered thinking I couldn’t hear him since I always have headphones in my ears out of shame. With music, I divert my thoughts, because you have to admit it’s not the same that your dad “digs” you down there. He said THANK GOD HE IS STILL INNOCENT… Everything was clear to me.

It controls me that way, it controls my intimate life… The other day I celebrated my 19th birthday and I’m still innocent, unfortunately :(… Worst of all, a few months ago I thought less and less about this act of losing my virginity, as if I was losing the need to how to say male-female relationships and honestly, I’m afraid because of that A million questions bother me… what if I completely lose the desire, will, need for… THOSE THINGS, will I be able to such a “reluctant” without any experience to satisfy my future husband, I say husband, because I will certainly never have that kind of relationship with a dad like this before marriage. ”

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